OPENING MY EYES TO MAGIC

I ALWAYS FELT LIKE AN OUTSIDER OF ALL GROUPS, EVEN THE ONES I WAS SHARING AFFINITY WITH, UNTIL …

… Today. I feel fully part of an undefined movement happening on a worldwide scale, a movement that is undefined because it allows variation, because it keeps growing, and expanding, because it happens on an individual level, on a inner approach, as much as on a collective scale, because it’s about opening to more and more questions rather than affirming answers, because it is about feeling and being more than understanding, because it allows all path of truth seeking, because it get interested into the unknow, because it is centered on love and harmony… 

What if reality was much more magic than we thought ?

I have know through the two last years, a major shift of my belief system. I would say a sort of reset. The idea is to get rid off my conditionning (familial, cultural…) and reprogram myself with belief that resonate within through a deep feeling of truth.

ALL BEGAN WHEN I REALISE HOW MUCH I WAS REACTING TO ALL PHENOMENON THAT HAPPENS IN DAILYLIFE, IN DISCORDANCE WITH AN INNER VOICE STRONGLY BURIED

30 YEARS OF EXISTENTIAL CRISIS.
A REBIRTH.
A NEW LIFE TO COME. 

I look at this phenomenon as the conjugation of 4 intertwined journeys.

#1 – THE DIRECT EXPERIENCE OF MAGIC.

At different occasion in my life I have been direct witness or even first “actor” of things that I could not explain through the mind work. I experience modificated state of counsciousness since a very young age. This phenomenons came more and more these last two years of my life. Yet, as a programmed human, this direct experience was not enough for me to accept it. The mind was resisting. The experience of magic had to become more vivid to call my atention. Or is it because I payed more atention that magic came greatly ?

2# – EGO & TRAUMA THERAPY

Curiously or not, At the same moment than “supranormal” was showing up more and more in my life, I started to commit on a maintained inner work. Observation of my ego, self-psychanalyse, psychologie, ego dissolving techniques, dissection of the hiden motivations that lead my actions. This lead me through a painful work that I keep maintaining to that day, to reveal more and more limitations inside me, more and more judgement operated in the mind that was blocking the opening of my heart and body. I saw how deep I was reacting from fear. Fears that was settled from my own traumas, but also from the collective incounscious or as i recently admited, from past life, and from ancestors.

3# – SPIRITUAL JOURNEY

From a rational mind borned in french philosophy and Cartesianism, the work of opening my heart and resting my mind is tuff. I have to say that if the journey started a long time ago, it was not going very deep until I met a woman that opened my heart. Then my mind was forced to admit the truth of my personnal experience. It has been like an intensive course leading to a much faster work afterwards. I get interested in many approachs of spirituality and listened to many masters along with modern scientist, as I was experimenting different esoteric practices by myself. From yoga practice, meditation, buddhism, toism, Dzogchen, shamanisn, plant medicinal journeys, to visualisation, breathworks… This journey brings me to deepen more and more the perspective of a connected organised world and bring a solid fundation that live in a full trust for the universe realisation.

4# – SEARCHING FOR THE TRUTH

This was probably one of the most difficult one, because it showed up at an early age. I spend months and years of my life as a confused teenager, to look for alternative informations of the mainstream society that I was not fitting in. Informations coming from truth seeker and some bullshiters all over the world. It was very difficult to discern them as there were all placed by society in the same bag : “the troublemakers, the conspirationists, the insanes”. I was veru shocked to discover that naturopathic were placed in the same box than people claming that earth is flat. The work was and still is to distinguish those as the difference between all the alternative informations can be very sublte.
Strongly in opposition with the official presentation of reality that we live in this western modern society, those alternative informations had the effect of a nuclear bomb in my confused being, resonating deep inside. 

Spiritualy ignorant, emotionaly introverted, and all my discoveries rejected by all adults around me, led me to close myself and found a painful relief in living my life as a victim of society. The misunderstood innocent crazy guy that should keep his truth unspoken. A posture that will take me a while to quite, that I am still working on. As a teenager to young adult, I have been longly depressed and had to forget for a while the darkness of the world anf focus and learn about love. Later, pretty recently both sides are merging in a whole perspective. It is now possible to look at the darkness and use it to come back to light. This is what I am trying to do here, through that website.

GRATITUDE

Despite the deep pain, I am starting more and more to feel deeply thankful for this development as it allowed me to stick to my truth in my inner world and taught me how to be alone and resilient.

And most of all to realise how magical this life is! The more I go on this path, the more synchronicity happens to me. I call for something and it comes. Even without calling, things just come. A life of more and more abundance. And at the same time I feel like I need less and less.

ACTION

Today in 2020 it is time for me to reveal my powers, and go looking for those who believe in magic, in our abilities of living in harmony, of revealing capacities asleep within our body device. 

What if magic was the norm ?

What if human could really develop their potential to what most perceive as super powers ?

What if we started to go on inner quest to find those powers ?